diesuki: (失格だと告げたい それは自分自身)
太宰治 ([personal profile] diesuki) wrote in [personal profile] indensity 2019-03-30 10:49 pm (UTC)

That much, I've known from the start.

[Is he talking about being a dimwit? Yeah, no - there's no drunk enough to believe something like that.]

You failed at leadership. You wanted to do better.

Really, a normal person would have just given up, if they cared so much.

[It's easier not to care. For that matter: few things are as easy as giving up, if you ask Dazai. The fact that it's the one thing that Chuuya always refuses to do boggles his mind. Dazai sighs.]

I suppose you really are a masochist.

[... Believe it or not, that wasn't even intended as an insult. Dazai was just restating an opinion formed ages ago, with the total lack of filter that, even in him, requires a lot of alcohol. He really did drink too much...

Meanwhile, at least they're finally approaching his apartment. He shivers, at least partly because of the cold, and the alcohol, and maybe just plain being physically tired. He never was very good at listening to his body's demands.]

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